Simply Charismatic

just appreciate life now.

It was nice seeing everyone again after some long time. Although not very close and also don't really talk much. Still, i can see that everyone was glad to see everyone around. reminiscing the old times. =] seems like there's more parties going on until the end of the year. anticipating them. haha [=

It sure feels good to be loved by everyone isn't it. Whether friends, families or even your guys. In camp, im like the father figure to all of them. i'm slowly drifting away from them as well. Someone told me this. "bo bians, officer is lonely de." To me, that was neither true nor false. i mean as an officer, there is obviously a line drawn across. It wouldn't be nice to step over that boundary. I can also feel that there are things that the guys just cant share with me. There's just this barrier between us that made us can't be friends. Even when out of camp, they still called me 'Sir' Though some of them would call me by name and i totally have no issues with that.

the guys are great, they make the entire puzzle fall in place and they don't give me problems as well. Though i've been hard on them at times. It's for the good of them all. Their hard work were very much appreciated and i hope i am as well. What's more, its just nice to know that some of them actually changed for the better becoz of myself. It's a great feeling to know that I had such an impact on someone else's life. At the end of the day. i just want everyone to be happy. Life's short. Life in the army is shorter. There's no where else that's alike.

posted by Cloud @ 12:09 AM