Simply Charismatic

one night of madness. .

u know something? i haven blog for like years. somehow i feel like penning my thoughts down now.. but i dun think anyone would realise but whatever.. thought about so many things happening this few days. what could have been.. Sometimes i wonder if i should do what i wanna do becoz failure and regrets continues to haunt me to date.. at the same time, i don't wanna regret the fact that i've done nothing bout it.. it hurts really.. so i drank n drank but no answers could be found of coz.. went crazy messing ard dancing away. hahaha.. but for what?? and to think that im itching all over my body becoz of some allergy or pre-diabetes symptoms.. lol does this mean im gonna die if i continue to drink further.. but one day everyone would rite? lol. alcohol poisoning.. sounds fking deadly. whaah.. how to don't think don't care don't bother?? i wanna return to my carefree joyous life..

posted by Cloud @ 11:12 AM