Ungracious Locals
- Not flushing the toilets after use.
- spitting in public
- fighting for seats in the bus/trains.
- not giving up seats to someone who needs it more.
- refusing to turn off mobile phones in theatre.
- cutting queues
- rushing into the lifts/trains b4 others step out.
- pushing and shoving in train stations.
the pathetic sight of ugly singaporeans this is.
totally uncool. =/
im jus me.
im no loudhailer, im jus purely soft-spoken..
im no bully, neither am i good to bully..
don't take my friendliness and kindness for granted, i won't help all the time.
im not quiet, u jus haven known me enuff. neither do u need to.
im jus me and that's jus me. i won't change for anyone.
if there's a line to be drawn, i will draw the line. and if u step over it. i wun jus sit still.
and if u dont like the way i am how i am, den u're welcome to scram anytime. coz im not gonna invite u to. =)
notes of memories.
i was flipping through the papers this morning and i saw this article. it was bout ACJS shifting locations. so they're gonna tear down the building apparently.
thus, they invited their old boys back to this soon-to-be demolished school. the next thing they did really left me emotional. they wrote notes of their memories and experienced in this school and pasted them on walls, in toilets, at the canteen and various other significant places. one of the notes wrote,
"Ms ** threw my bag off this ledge during P6."
my mind went back to my pri and sec sch times instantly. there's many many different memories.
"this was where i was caned for the 1st time."
"the field i always ran."
"the corridor when i first saw her."
"the chair she sat on."
"how we played a prank on someone."
"the pond that a bugger fell into."
"this was where i fell and hurt myself."
"this is where we treat a classmate to fists on his birthday. HAhaha!"
to be honest, i've had fonder memories at junior sch. those were the times when we're so innocent, so silly and so evergreen. occasionally, i still talk bout old times with the old gang. hahA~ and its always kinda emotional. we joked & laughed so hard at how silly we were then. to the point that tears rolled down our cheeks and those were really tears of joy of coz. how yq always got called to the principal's office because of his truants. how hao always got scolded in class. how lucky he was to have two cute girls sitting beside him. HAhA!
well, that's not to say i din enjoyed my time in sec sch. well, probably there are more undesirable memories than unforgettable memories there. i couldn't really comprehend though.
happenings. reminiscing old times.
awwww. im finally back. and so tired that is.. hahaha.
today's quite eventful. met up with a old poly classmate. haven seen each other for like 1 1/2 yrs.. was invited by my financial adviser and so went down to JNP red olive cafe to take part in a financial orientated board game.Its concept is somehow like monopoly but there's more to it. its more complex has more attributes to it. furthermore, luck plays a very important part. It was a really interesting game. i was really engrossed within that 1 1/2 hrs.. i don rmb having a 1 1/2 hr that passes so fast in a while.. i really could have continued for another few hours. thus many thanks to reynis and alvin for this opportunity. it was really an eye opener. everyone was so enthusiastic. its a pity i din win. but i think i did well for a 1st timer u see.. so at the end of it. i recommended a couple of frens. wrote down their names and contact nos. dunno if they wld be interested. but hope that it wld be helpful..
these days i felt quite enthusiastic as well. i suddenly had the urge to train up more in attempt to reclaim my IPPT Gold and to obtain another $100. it was just there for the taking. but i haven worked out for a long time. and last wednesday's mini workout and run left me aching here and there. it was a first run in almost a mth due to my unusually hectic schedule. i wanna break my chin up record of 12 reps. i wanna work on my abs. i wanna run faster than i ever did. coz in the end, nothing tastes sweeter than a day of hard work. when u just went thru a freaking tough day of shiet. you'll naturally find joy in it after.
and so i got myself a new pair of asics running shoes. cost me $200 over. it was rare that i spent that much. but well, who cares. i think im stable financially now. nth to worry about. hopefully this will give to the extra drive to work xtra hard.
And i got home jus about in time to prep my self to watch the big match of the day. Arsenal vs Man Utd. i always had a bad feeling whenever it comes to a weakened arsenal team. i always has this fear when everyone tries to write them off. little did i know that this fear is gonna come true. Man Utd eventually lost 2-1. partly due to their own poor finishing. its not entirely wrong to say that they caused their own downfall. its they who din capitalise when it matters most. no one else to blame but themselves. still it was very entertaining. end to end attacking game. part of the reason y i continued watching when they were 2-0 down was this. i could also c their fight spirit and the desire to play football. if not i wld probaly jus shut that god damn tv down. i was pretty frustrated that i almost felt like throwing my phone towards the tv screen. luckily i didn't..
went for supper at simpang after that. my cousin was driving. so i dun mind going.. dont hav a bike any longer as well. haha. watched soccer again over there. was interesting really. and now im still typing on my keyboard caused im not feeling that tired.
so this entry seems to be particularly long. i dont think anybody wld bother reading this.. i in particular hate long e-mails. and i dread reading a long email especially if the other party's england's pathetic, just like mine. wahaha. anyways. i guess its time to zZzz. tml's gonna be fun.. im gonna enjoy all out. i love my sat! happenings!
lost . . . and not found II
haha. if u been wondering..
its sad to say, but i can no longer join the rest of the guys, cycling, enjoying the breeze at east coast..
cant make fun of ah huang le.. 30 mins! wahahaha. we'll reach anywhere in 30mins really if we wanted to. =x how to go simpang for supper nxt time?? =[
yep. i lost my $700 'two wheel ride' jus like that.. haha. kinda disappointed.. matters not how its lost. coz i din lose it.. i've got no freaking idea what happened either..
so yeap.. that's how it was really. it isn't jus the value of the bike that hurts.. its that entire presence of it and the sense of belonging that comes along.. oh well, over the years. if there's a mileage meter, i'll bet it wouldn't be less than 500km.
now i dun hab a two wheel anymore.. and dun intend to get another one.. in fact i cant even if i wanted to..
it'll be fine i guess..
sorry state...
i duno what's changed.. it it u? or has it been me?
but i've come to realised that its bears no importance now..
the feeling is different now.. the attitude too.. u've been nonchalant..
tell me if im an eyesore. let me know im a nuisance..
do u even bother at all? i need to get over this.. its affecting my mood badly..
i cant concentrate on what im doing.. i cant even focus..
its affecting my daily life.. my soul, my very being..
i cant show my guys this worn out look... im pathetic really..
i need a saviour before i get drowned... what do i do?..
梦醒时分
梦醒时分
演唱:张伟文
词曲:李宗盛
你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何必一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何必一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何必一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等this song is beautiful. im overflowing with emotions whenever i heard this song. the lyrics is that magical and it tells more than a thousand words. so very meaningful and so very true...
money and happiness
can money bring about happiness? there are things that i want. but many a times i found myself unable to cough up that sum of money to get it.. haha. its not that i have cash flow problems, its just that after much considerations, i decided against it.
first of all, i'd love to have an ipod touch. but i alredy have a creative zen stone plus. no doubt the latter is like a piece of junk. but its still a fking mp3 player. so in the end i'd say fk it. i alredy hav a mp3 player. lets not waste the money. i wan a good new pair of running shoe. but i alredy have the junky SAF one. my wallet is old and useless. but its not torn yet! Lol. im stingy and cheapo. wahaha. but i know of more cheapo people lahss. HahAhahA!
does eating exp good food makes u happy? does going clubbing every nite makes u happy? does smoking + drinking makes one happy? imagine how much money one could have saved if one avoids all that.
some would think that life w/o such happenings are boring. some call it no life.. but seriously, there are better things out there to pursue. better activities out there more enjoyable and healthier..
i need to wake up from my deep sleep and start doing something out my current wrecked life. haha perhaps i'll start with saving 80% of my monthly allowance? it might just be possible.
